So after the card game that we were playing I decided to go back to my room and call up one of my friends from back home.

I have been trying really hard to fake some happy but for the most part I feel put down mainly beacuse my teamates have yet to see me in action so they still think I am this weird space case coon girl, which is true, but I do have a "game face" and when I put it on you better watch out beacuse I play for keeps! ^_^

So yeah I was talking to her and well I was trying to seek advice for trying to get out of this minor slump and I told her about the het and she told me I should go. To which I of course said no it would be too embarassing and what if my other friends here see me I would never live it down blah blah blah, Long story short she told me about how a simple change of clothes, hairstyle and a few other things can totaly change ones mindset. So once im done writing this. A little work here and there to change my appearance to something I and my friend deem satafactory (gotta love a vid phone) for the Het and then I'm off!

If you guys are gonna do the breakfast thing again, just go to Connies and I'll meet you if im not back in time!

God my head hurts so bad from last night. This is why I dont drink, I always go completely overboard. Anyways. I guess I can use this to let out my inner thoughts and all that, so that my friends in internet land can comment and all the awesomeness...but so far I only have Ja and Cheroki on here. *waves*

So yes, My day today!

After breakfast with Cheroki and Robin I took a cab back to the base where I started my daily trainning before work. three hours of VR trainning since its cold enough for me to merit it. I set a record today so I was happy.

Using the uploaded modified XLR Rifle I pegged my target from 2400m away. So for the sharp shooting part of my morning trainning I went up to Rank A in the sims. I cant wait till I can get to rank SS+ but that would require me to hit a target from something like 5000+m and it requires a rifle and ammo im not authorized to use, but A coon can dream!

The second part of the trianning was my tracking and stealth trainning. Basic Sim mission, track down a rouge operative and take him and -only- him down. I always do the traking part fine, thats the easy part. But I messed up on the stealth part. I ended up taking out the target but I was seen on the way out so I had to take out one of the guards of the caravan. Overall my rank was a C. An S rank for tracking part but an F ranking for Stealth. (In that situation its all or nothing).

Then I had to go do my work..and I deal with another stuff there that I dont have to train my medical in the SIMS. I already have enough of it at my work, Cher is starting to really get annoying she keeps asking me about Archer. Somebody really has to tranq her or something...maybe then she could talk normal speed.

Overall im feeling pretty good. I think I am getting along with my team fairly well. And a few people even do things to make me feel alittle better about myself. Hehe I better watch out, if I start getting social I might be lax in my trainning...Nah that would never happen. Not until I get SS+ rank.

I hope this up comming mission goes off without a hitch jut like the last one...sucks that I wasnt in the last one though. If I need to take anybody out I just have to remember my mantra. "One Shot, One Kill, No Pain, No Judgement." call it lame if you want but that Mantra makes it so that I can sleep at night.